every sign and logic said 'no'
so this feeling has to go
for it i shall shed a tear
'goodbye my sweet dear.'
i'm so sorry we had no chance to be.
i'm sure we would've been so happy
if i've disapponted you in anyway
for your forgiveness i pray
but you are much too important to me
i won't gamble in something so risky
what we have now is pure and true
i don't want to taint this friendship with you
all i can say now is i'm so very sorry
but know that i feel for you dearly
you would have been so perfect
but alas life dealt us this cruel trick....
:'(
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
just a story
one fine day, i sat upon a tree
in the company of a little fairy
tiniest of tiny was she
and goes by the name of 'cherrybee'
then from afar we did see
something bright and shiny
upon closer look we saw
maliced glee with golden claws
and in the shadows It spoke
"little fairy on the oak
won't you come down to play with me?
i am oh so very bored and lonely"
cherrybee turned to me and said
"by fairy law, i must not deny the dead
but promise me before night turns to light
you will have me back in sight"
i bent down low to face her
and gently whispered in her ear
"your safety i swear by my sword
in my honour, i give you my word"
she left me and went into the shadow
i sat silently and watched her go
i did not move as long as she was gone
and waited till the coming of dawn
i then clutched my sword, lorelei
and with hurried feet, i was on my way
wise was my dear cherrybee
to leave trails of clues for me
across rivers and forests i did leap
an oath in my heart i was determined to keep
following the clues that cherrybee gave
i came upon a deep dark cave
inside, cherrybee was trapped in a cage
made of sorrow essence and rage
"release her, you foul undead
lest lorelei severes your head"
the beast then grew in size and form
in It, i felt a thundering storm
i gathered my courage and charged into the fight
the battle lasted two days and night
golden claws struck mortal flesh
blow for blow and clash for clash
lorelei claimed her share of blood too
till golden claws ran me through
i caught Its hand whilst still embedded in me
with one final blow, i severed head from body
then silently, It lay wasted at my feet
and that was the end of It
weakened, drained and bleeding still
i summoned all strength and will
i managed to free my dear cherrybee
and we slowly made it back to our tree
on that fine day, i sat upon our tree
just me and a fairy called 'cherrybee'
i laid lorelei down and with one last breath
i bid her goodbye and hello to Death.
in the company of a little fairy
tiniest of tiny was she
and goes by the name of 'cherrybee'
then from afar we did see
something bright and shiny
upon closer look we saw
maliced glee with golden claws
and in the shadows It spoke
"little fairy on the oak
won't you come down to play with me?
i am oh so very bored and lonely"
cherrybee turned to me and said
"by fairy law, i must not deny the dead
but promise me before night turns to light
you will have me back in sight"
i bent down low to face her
and gently whispered in her ear
"your safety i swear by my sword
in my honour, i give you my word"
she left me and went into the shadow
i sat silently and watched her go
i did not move as long as she was gone
and waited till the coming of dawn
i then clutched my sword, lorelei
and with hurried feet, i was on my way
wise was my dear cherrybee
to leave trails of clues for me
across rivers and forests i did leap
an oath in my heart i was determined to keep
following the clues that cherrybee gave
i came upon a deep dark cave
inside, cherrybee was trapped in a cage
made of sorrow essence and rage
"release her, you foul undead
lest lorelei severes your head"
the beast then grew in size and form
in It, i felt a thundering storm
i gathered my courage and charged into the fight
the battle lasted two days and night
golden claws struck mortal flesh
blow for blow and clash for clash
lorelei claimed her share of blood too
till golden claws ran me through
i caught Its hand whilst still embedded in me
with one final blow, i severed head from body
then silently, It lay wasted at my feet
and that was the end of It
weakened, drained and bleeding still
i summoned all strength and will
i managed to free my dear cherrybee
and we slowly made it back to our tree
on that fine day, i sat upon our tree
just me and a fairy called 'cherrybee'
i laid lorelei down and with one last breath
i bid her goodbye and hello to Death.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
a moth under the skin
he tells me he's ok
that he's fine, he's happy
but i know inside he's aching
please don't try lying to me
i can feel the darkness
and the sorrowful void within
fluttering for release
like a moth under your skin
you're so afraid, so scared
to reveal even the slightest weakness
fearing i'll turn you away
in horror of your hurting ugliness
but don't you know me at all?
'as long as it takes till you're happy'
so go ahead and shed those tears
cause to me, they're an abnormal beauty
a friend of mine, cyrus, asked me to write a poem with the sentence 'a moth under the skin. abnormal beauty'. lucky i was feelin the emo at that time ^^
that he's fine, he's happy
but i know inside he's aching
please don't try lying to me
i can feel the darkness
and the sorrowful void within
fluttering for release
like a moth under your skin
you're so afraid, so scared
to reveal even the slightest weakness
fearing i'll turn you away
in horror of your hurting ugliness
but don't you know me at all?
'as long as it takes till you're happy'
so go ahead and shed those tears
cause to me, they're an abnormal beauty
a friend of mine, cyrus, asked me to write a poem with the sentence 'a moth under the skin. abnormal beauty'. lucky i was feelin the emo at that time ^^
gentleman bones
yes i know this concept is recycled but there's a twist this time ^^
Gentleman Bones, King of Shadows and Night
with creeping feet, across rooftops performed flight
until his eyes were caught by a glint afar
when came close, t'was a window ajar
yet peering inside said irregular window
he found a slumbering figure in the shadow
tiptoeing inside with hushed feet
determined was he, this figure to meet
and there lay this sleeping beauty in bed
her face he saw where the light shone on her head
lightning, great and thundering, struck his chest
so his love captured by this little one in rest
how silent and still was she, so alike the peaceful dead
and her lips, mesmerized him, seductive blood red
so dumbfounded he, so struck by Cupid's arrow
that he stayed till the night turned morrow
and as the sun began to stir, from her lips he stole a kiss
before daylight dashed the dear Shadow King to mist
the mist caught light and birthed rainbow across the space
thus marked the end of Gentleman Bones with fine grace
she who did steal hearts in sleep now awoke
and from those crimson lips, these words she spoke
"for beauty did Death die," then began to cry
sich void and sorrow in her heart and she knew not why
Gentleman Bones, King of Shadows and Night
with creeping feet, across rooftops performed flight
until his eyes were caught by a glint afar
when came close, t'was a window ajar
yet peering inside said irregular window
he found a slumbering figure in the shadow
tiptoeing inside with hushed feet
determined was he, this figure to meet
and there lay this sleeping beauty in bed
her face he saw where the light shone on her head
lightning, great and thundering, struck his chest
so his love captured by this little one in rest
how silent and still was she, so alike the peaceful dead
and her lips, mesmerized him, seductive blood red
so dumbfounded he, so struck by Cupid's arrow
that he stayed till the night turned morrow
and as the sun began to stir, from her lips he stole a kiss
before daylight dashed the dear Shadow King to mist
the mist caught light and birthed rainbow across the space
thus marked the end of Gentleman Bones with fine grace
she who did steal hearts in sleep now awoke
and from those crimson lips, these words she spoke
"for beauty did Death die," then began to cry
sich void and sorrow in her heart and she knew not why
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
shine through
she found him in a field
staring blankly at the sky
he's stared at it for so long
the stars were captured in his one eye
he was trully a sight to see
so broken up and torn
with a few hairs left and one good eye
half of his body was gone
"i used to be beautiful once, you know
now i am a shame to behold
i was perfect, shining and new
not broken, dull, torn and old"
"you're still beautiful to me," she said
but it only made him cry
she hushed him with sweet coos
and wiped the tears from his eye
she smiled and said to him
"i'll make you beautiful again"
then she tore open his chest
he screamed and screamed in pain
"trust me," she said to him
"let go of this broken body
and retreat back into your heart"
he had no choice but to obey quietly
his heart was cracked
but she carefully picked up every piece
each and every tiny shard
not one did she miss
with his heart in hand
she quickly ran home
with hurried feet and a hopeful heart
in an instant she was gone
she took the pieces of his heart
and tied them up with a string
as she worked with care and love
his heart began to sing
it started in a very low hum
and she hummed along with him
she then strung the pieces by the window
when the sun shone through, he gleamed!
rainbow lights danced across the room
and his song rang louder and louder
he was beautiful again
and it's all thanks to her
i had a previous poem that reffered to broken glasses as well but lately a dear friend of mine inspired me to write a more detailed one ^^ thank you baby bro!!
staring blankly at the sky
he's stared at it for so long
the stars were captured in his one eye
he was trully a sight to see
so broken up and torn
with a few hairs left and one good eye
half of his body was gone
"i used to be beautiful once, you know
now i am a shame to behold
i was perfect, shining and new
not broken, dull, torn and old"
"you're still beautiful to me," she said
but it only made him cry
she hushed him with sweet coos
and wiped the tears from his eye
she smiled and said to him
"i'll make you beautiful again"
then she tore open his chest
he screamed and screamed in pain
"trust me," she said to him
"let go of this broken body
and retreat back into your heart"
he had no choice but to obey quietly
his heart was cracked
but she carefully picked up every piece
each and every tiny shard
not one did she miss
with his heart in hand
she quickly ran home
with hurried feet and a hopeful heart
in an instant she was gone
she took the pieces of his heart
and tied them up with a string
as she worked with care and love
his heart began to sing
it started in a very low hum
and she hummed along with him
she then strung the pieces by the window
when the sun shone through, he gleamed!
rainbow lights danced across the room
and his song rang louder and louder
he was beautiful again
and it's all thanks to her
i had a previous poem that reffered to broken glasses as well but lately a dear friend of mine inspired me to write a more detailed one ^^ thank you baby bro!!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
day of outing
one day a frog, a sponge and a masked rider
decided to come out to play together
first they had a burning session
to de-stress through fiery arson
after which they took the train
all the while hoping ti would rain
cause the weather was awfully hot
even the frog was beginning to rot
BBQ Plaza was on their mind first
with magical soup to quench their thirst
after which they went for a swim
down the 'money river', looking for a machine
the machine was not to be found
but froggie was pissed off a few rounds
luckily spongebob brought a bottle of sterilizer
it helped to calm down froggie's anger
masked rider went to cut his hair
he wanted to give it some J-rock flare
so the other two had to wait
they went to Esquire Kitchen and ate
watered down curry and tiny clams
and peanut tong yuen was served to them
the food sucked but it's all right
cause masked rider's hair came out tight
then sponge and froggie got lost
ended up in chow kit, laughed their ass off
all in all it was an awesome day
cause three good friends came out to play
decided to come out to play together
first they had a burning session
to de-stress through fiery arson
after which they took the train
all the while hoping ti would rain
cause the weather was awfully hot
even the frog was beginning to rot
BBQ Plaza was on their mind first
with magical soup to quench their thirst
after which they went for a swim
down the 'money river', looking for a machine
the machine was not to be found
but froggie was pissed off a few rounds
luckily spongebob brought a bottle of sterilizer
it helped to calm down froggie's anger
masked rider went to cut his hair
he wanted to give it some J-rock flare
so the other two had to wait
they went to Esquire Kitchen and ate
watered down curry and tiny clams
and peanut tong yuen was served to them
the food sucked but it's all right
cause masked rider's hair came out tight
then sponge and froggie got lost
ended up in chow kit, laughed their ass off
all in all it was an awesome day
cause three good friends came out to play
Friday, April 9, 2010
random
just some pics i've took these day ^^
bro sweet sweet with seet yee jie on the phone while waiting for mom at the airport
sunset at my house's balcony
coming home from college. very obvious which side is raining ^^
lamy's first blackout. she was hot and scared. poor thing
old school lamp >.<
thunder storm so the lil gal is scared and cuddled up on my pillow...when i was sleeping on it. lol
then she went to hide in the corner
looks like she's being punished to stand at the corner. haha
that's all ^^
Sunday, April 4, 2010
my babie!!
white shoes: rm22 (pallas)
stationaries. getting ready for 'go-time'
i'm designing after this frog ^^
pencil sketch on paper
cut it out
finished product!! hehe. left side
right side. shy shy ne~
of course need to put branding >.<
I LUV MY NEW SHOES!!
and thank you sifu(cyrus) for coaching.
muahahaha!!
-dance-
fear
my father used to tell me that fear is the beginning of wisdom and i agree. fear makes us cautionary, helps us keep our guard up so we don't get hurt so easily.
however...i also believe that we need to live life with a bit of faith. even though we've been hurt before doesn't mean that we have to give up on our hopes and dreams. don't let the fear of being hurt again cripple us.
we only have one life. try to live with as little regrets as possible and with as much happiness as possible.
lastly...don't say the "L-word" until you're absolutely sure. it's a very powerful, pure and serious word.
peace out!!
however...i also believe that we need to live life with a bit of faith. even though we've been hurt before doesn't mean that we have to give up on our hopes and dreams. don't let the fear of being hurt again cripple us.
we only have one life. try to live with as little regrets as possible and with as much happiness as possible.
lastly...don't say the "L-word" until you're absolutely sure. it's a very powerful, pure and serious word.
peace out!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
the reflected world
he fell into the Reflected World
through a field of indigo lights
that bounced off silver clouds
birthing melancholy in flight
i saw him as he fell
tried to reach but he was too far
saw him drown in somnolence
curled up beneath a star
her face haunts him still
etched behind his dark eyes
forever captured in sepia
still smiling through those lies
sorrow bled through dark eyes
bursting into a million galaxies
sparkling like sand in the sun
scattered by Zephyrus' breeze
i stood enthralled and waiting
till Apollo's light grew dim
he was trapped in the Reflected World
and i could not follow him...
Thursday, April 1, 2010
froggie madness
as most of my friends know, i love froggie products ^^
here are some of the frog memorabilias i've collected ...
froggie file
hat, photo album, handphone holder, clips, toothbrush and cup and coin holder
box, doll, 2 purses, mirror and handkerchief
clay figurine my bro's gf(seet ye) made for me ^^it's detachable
this is how it looks like put togetherhaha ^^ i'm planning a newest addition to my collection.
froggie shoes. muahaha
i've bought fabric markers. now all i need are a pair of white shoes. yes!!
i luvs its...
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